Even If i Walk Alone

Instructing and encouraging you to live your life as a disciple of Jesus

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The Remnant

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Another winter approaches, reminding me of the passing of one more year. I’m a year older and a year closer to my last breath. Have I accomplished all that Christ has put within me? This isn’t some mid-life crisis type of reflection; I have weathered that storm and come through on the other side somewhat unscathed. This is more about being sure that I am making the most of the minutes I have been given here on earth. Am I each day giving everything I have to the service of others and the mission of Christ? How about you?

Athletes and musicians devote years of their life in anonymous toil, perfecting their craft through countless hours of repetitive exercises. They are honing their skills with the end in mind, a purpose that drives them to persist through every trial and obstacle. In the end, their triumphs and their gifts, if not utilized to further the Kingdom of God, will mean little to human history. Yet their perseverance and raw determination, their relentless pursuit of a dream puts most of us to shame. We are invited to participate in the greatest mission ever known; we have been given the gifts and talents to make the dream a reality, yet we squander our opportunities through laziness and indulging in self-seeking activities that benefit no one and extract a great toll on our own lives.

If we do not gain an unrelenting focus to pursue that to which we are called, we will live lives of quiet desperation and die unfulfilled, unprepared, and unaware. That is not the life I wish to lead, and it is not the life for which I have been created. We hear the words over and over again, but are they sinking in? We know the things we should be doing, but are we engaging in those activities? We are the hands and feet of Jesus; we are His instruments of change. If we will not go into the world and fight for justice, if we will not feed the hungry and care for the sick, then who else will do it? Jesus is the light of the world and we are called to be His reflection. How much brighter would the love of God shine throughout the earth if each of us were properly tuned and polished so as to perfectly resonate and reflect that love to those around us? How brightly would that light shine if it were multiplied by the number of those who proclaim to know Christ? Our world is covered in darkness because we are a dim reflection of our Savior.

Every day that we are blessed to live we must set our minds on Christ and doing the things He commanded us to do. We must practice using our God-given gifts to hone our skills so that we might be ready to use them in any situation and every season. When we wake up each morning, it is imperative that we recognize the opportunity before us and greet the day with enthusiasm, knowing that we have been given the opportunity to join with Christ in building His Kingdom on earth. What could be more invigorating or exciting?

The truth is most of us will choose not to participate. Many who take up the call will become discouraged and fall away. But there will remain a few that will persist, a remnant that will stop at nothing to pursue the work that has been given them to do. I want to be part of that crowd. I want to share in the glory of God by refusing to turn away or give up. I want to seek Him with all that I am and use every last breath to tell others about His love and His mercy. In my own strength I will fail; alone, I will falter. My pledge is to desperately beg for His help, His strength and His power so that I might achieve the things for which I have been created. The remnant is small, but the remnant is able. Will you join with the few who will persist at any cost? The price is substantial, but the reward is beyond measure.

Who Defines You?

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Napoleon Hill once wrote that “it seems to be human nature for people to live up to the reputation others give them”. I’m confident you would agree with that statement. We have all seen people who have been repeatedly told they were “good for nothing” and they end up living passive lives, far below their true potential. Conversely, I’ve seen people of very ordinary talent achieve extraordinary things simply because they were surrounded by people who believed in them and told them they would succeed. I’m often drawn back to a lyric by John Lawry which states simply that “we are what we are, and that’s what we allow”. We are affected by the voices around us, and quite often we allow ourselves to be defined by the opinions of others. I have read of countless doctors and lawyers, people who are successful by the standards of society, who are actually miserable because they are living a life created for them by the expectations of others rather than a life based on their own passions. Those to whom you listen will have a profound impact on the way you live, so it is vital to choose carefully who you allow to speak into your life.

As followers of Jesus, the person to whom we should listen to most is Christ Himself. Only He can tell us exactly who we were created to become. Regardless of what others may say, only He knows our true potential and capabilities. He has placed gifts and passions within each of us that are as unique as snowflakes and as personal as fingerprints. No one else possesses the beautiful mixture of talents and abilities that reside within each one of us. For too long we have listened to voices other than Jesus that have caused us to hide, bury, or even discard pieces of whom we are. We become broken, discouraged and in possession of a self image that is anything but the truth. There is hope, however, because the damage is not fatal. We can choose to begin to reassemble the pieces at any time in our lives. We need only to stop listening to the world around us, and instead turn our attention to the voice within.

Not one person is here by accident. We are all created with a soul that longs to commune with God and to express His love to others. We begin to get in trouble when we start listening to the opinions of who others say we are. Instead of being special creations immensely loved by God, we become societal failures who contribute little to society. Instead of being victors and overcomers we choose to believe we are losers who can never get ahead. We are living up to a reputation ascribed to us by others. Why would we choose to believe what imperfect, selfish and jealous people say about us rather than accept the words of the One who created us? We are marked by God, created to do good things, to reflect His glory to the very ones who try and drag us down. We need to stop listening to those who only wish to make us feel inferior so that they might feel better about themselves. Instead, we need to listen to the One who loves us more than His own life.

It is a well researched fact that you will become like those with whom you choose to associate. We all choose to whom we will listen, but these choices need not be permanent; we can choose at any moment to disassociate with the naysayers and begin to listen to the One who created us. If you’re going to live up to a reputation that someone else gives you, make sure the one you are listening to is God. If you change who you listen to, you will change yourself. Change yourself and you just might change the world.

Your Role in the Kingdom

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What is your role in the Kingdom? Specifically, what are you uniquely gifted to do? I’ve recently been mulling over the concept that we all have the same command, but each of us have been uniquely gifted as to the ways we go about accomplishing that command. Every one of us is called to go and tell others about Jesus, to lead them to Christ and then to disciple them. We are told to go to the ends of the earth teaching about Him and demonstrating His love. Every follower of Jesus has the responsibility to feed the hungry, give water to those who thirst, clothe the needy, visit the sick and to care for those less fortunate than themselves. The orphans, the homeless, the discarded children from broken homes, the widows, and the single mothers are to be our focus. We are to love God with all that we are; He is to be everything to us. Finally we are to love everyone else the same way that we love ourselves; we are to put their needs before our own.

That is essentially what it means to be a follower of Jesus. In one paragraph we see all that we are supposed to do with our lives. It’s so simple. Following Jesus is not about a list of “do not’s” but rather a list of “do’s”. The Western church has become known more for what we are against than what we are for. Modern Christianity is more famous for its list of restrictions than it is for its charitable acts. This is antithetical to what Christ intended for His followers, and it is the polar opposite of the way we must live.

We know what to do, so the only questions that remain are “how will we live out our calling?” In what way will we use our unique talents and personality traits to do the work Jesus commanded us to do? The choreography of the cosmic dance orchestrated by God must be a thing of beauty to observe from Heaven. All of our unique expressions freely applied in His service, weaving back and forth in concert with one another. When we are all doing the things we should be doing, the resulting performance must be an amazing sight to behold. Unfortunately I’m sure that more often than not, our dance more resembles that of a kindergarten ballet, a chaotic sea of aimless movement teetering ever so closely to being out of control. It is only when we come together in unified purpose, when we begin to take our cues from the director, that our aimless flailing is turned into beautiful dance.

One of the beautiful mysteries of our mission is the way each of us has been given unique and specific gifts, yet we are urged to “diligently keep the unity of the Spirit” (Ephesians 4:3). With all of the freewill and individuality that God has placed within us all, His goal is that we might use all that diversity to form one complete picture. Much like a puzzle that depicts a beautiful mountainside, the individual pieces do not convey the majesty of the final scene. We must never be proud of the gifts we possess, because each is made more beautiful when fitted together with the gifts of another. We can achieve a little on our own; we can achieve much when working together with our brothers and sisters in Christ.

How have you been uniquely gifted? What role has God given you to play in His grand design? Think back to your childhood, what sort of things were you passionate about? What excites you? These are great clues to the gifts God has placed within you. He gives us passions and interests that are uniquely blended on His canvas. Don’t waste what God has given you, don’t refuse to play your part in His masterpiece. You were created for a purpose and you are alive to fulfill it. The stage is set; the Director awaits. Join the ensemble; play your role. Dance to the rhythm He has defined in you alone, for the Glory of the One who sits on Heaven’s throne.

Are You an Observer or a Participant?

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Are you an observer or a participant in life? How about in your local church? Most importantly, which term best describes your walk with Christ? Often we simply float through life, unconcerned or even unaware of what’s going on around us. As long as our needs are being met and we are relatively happy, it can be easy to coast and lose track of the events unfolding right in front of us. We observe without seeing and we hear without listening. We were called to a life that is so much more than this. We were created for action and created for passionately pursuing God and the goals and dreams He gives to each one of us. We were created to donate our unique gifts towards the building of His Kingdom.

Following Christ is not a passive activity, yet Western Christianity has almost encouraged it to become so. We gather in ever growing buildings and are entertained in ever more sophisticated and professional ways. The argument goes that we need these things to compete with the rest of the world. Since when did following Jesus become a competition? Since when did loving others and caring for their needs become something reflected as an accomplishment for our churches? I have nothing against large churches; I attend a fairly big one myself. I do however have a problem with the mentality that says the number of people attending a weekend service is in any way relevant to the “success” of a church. I can safely attest from experience that the number in attendance has no relation to the spiritual health of the church. In fact, I have often seen smaller churches with bigger hearts and a better sense of mission than their larger counterparts. In a large church I believe it is much easier to become complacent and to simply be an observer. We can sit in comfort and be entertained by professional musicians and speakers, then leave feeling satisfied. This continues week after week with our only involvement being to perhaps drop a few dollars in the offering plate. It’s easy to hide in any size church but harder to do so in a small church. In a small church almost everyone is involved in the ministry due to a simple matter of mathematics: there are more positions to be filled than there are attendees. Still, having grown up in small churches I know it’s possible to simply observe in these settings as well. The bottom line is this: the modern church should not exist to entertain us. If they offer opportunities to carry out the mission of Christ (feed the hungry, care for the orphans and widows, and seek justice for those in need), then we should be participating in those activities. If your church isn’t doing those things, you need to be actively engaging them in discussions about creating those opportunities. Without enabling you to carry out the mission of Jesus Christ with other like-minded individuals, there is no point to the church. Neither is there any point in you attending if all you will be doing is playing the part of the casual observer. Get involved, lend a hand, and seek out ways to better minister to those around you with your brothers and sisters in Christ.

The church should simply be a magnification of what’s going on in your own life. We should be striving every day to become actively involved in following Jesus. Seek out His footprints on the path before you. Walk in His way. Don’t watch Him walk by, run out to greet Him and then walk along side of Him. Stay by His side; follow Him everywhere. Touch the sick as He does; shelter those without any place to go. Look after widows, single moms, and orphans. Seek out those in need and care for them in any way in which you are able. This is love, this is being actively engaged; this is following Jesus. We can learn much from studying Jesus and visualizing the life He led on earth, but in the end you’ll be measured by the actions you took, by the ways in which you contributed. You’ll never be measured by the depth of your beliefs, but rather by what you did because of those beliefs. You can fall in love with Jesus by observing Him but you stay in love with Him by participating in the works He gives you to do and discovering more about Him in the process. By working to make the Kingdom of God a reality here on earth you will fall deeper and deeper in love with Jesus. This is the beauty of participation.

Simply observing life, church or Jesus is not good enough. We must be willing to put our hearts into everything we do; we must live in a participatory manner. This is how we were created; this is how we stay on mission. How are you living your life, doing church, and following Jesus? Are you living each moment with passion, determined to jump in with both feet? Do you live life as a whisper or a shout? Jesus didn’t call observers; He invited participants. Which one will you be?

Potential Lost

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Each of us has been given a unique combination of gifts with which to further the Kingdom of God. Some gifts are more readily apparent and some are more subtle, but each of us has indeed been given gifts from God (Ephesians 4:7, 8; 11-13). We have been entrusted with all we need to make the kingdom of God a reality here on earth. Indeed, it is our calling as followers of Jesus. Our gifts work best and most effectively when combined with the gifts of others. We were created for relationships and for community. The gifts of one are multiplied exponentially when combined with the gifts of another.

Much like we are to be good stewards of the money God has entrusted us to manage, so too we must be good stewards of the gifts He has given to each of us. Your gifts can be used for good, used for evil, or perhaps most tragically, not used at all. If one has been blessed with a high level of charisma, they can obviously use that gift to influence others for Christ, or they can selfishly choose to use their gift to further their own agenda. I believe there is a special thrill in Hell when Satan convinces a follower of Jesus to use God’s gifts to further their own personal goals. We will have to give an account of how we used the talents God entrusted to us. Just like our time, our money or our words, we alone are responsible for their usage.

Like an accomplished musician, to make full use of our gifts, we must practice and hone their usage. Having a gift is not a pass to allow you to be lazy and never have to work at using that gift. Lack of use will cause a gift to atrophy. We are responsible not only for using our gifts for good, but also for discovering how we might best use our talent, and do so in a way that is unique to us. No two people will manifest a gift in the exact same way. Just as each soul is unique, so is the expression of each gift given by God. We alone can use our talent the way we do. We alone can fill our place within the grand movement of time within God’s plan for our world. It is an awesome and frightening responsibility. Our only chance of success is to give ourselves wholly to God and to be constantly practicing the use of our gifts.

Whether or not we will be able to make full use of our gifts depends on us having a heart purely devoted to God. Only when our hearts are totally given to Him can His power course unimpeded through our souls. Only when we are totally surrendered to Him will we be able to observe the glory of God expressed through the gifts He has entrusted to us. We often remark how sad it is when someone’s life is unexpectedly cut short. Perhaps sadder still is all of the unused potential that dies with that person. We have no idea how long we have left on this earth. Life could end at any moment for any one of us. I don’t want to die with unused potential inside of me. It is our job to work diligently to fully utilize all that God has entrusted to us for as long we are able.

How are you using your gifts? Are you more interested in fulfilling your own needs or the needs of those around you? Are you regularly exercising your gifts or do you simply make use of them when convenient? Finally, are you doing all you can to express every last ounce of usefulness out of your talents? Are you doing your part to advance God’s kingdom here on earth? You have been entrusted with great power and great responsibility; don’t waste it! When your time is done, don’t be caught with potential still inside of you. Burn brightly for Jesus in every way; use what God has given you, use it well, and most importantly, use it up. Don’t leave this world with a hole in the kingdom because of your lost potential.