Even If i Walk Alone

Instructing and encouraging you to live your life as a disciple of Jesus

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Fully Alive

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Dead end jobs, contentious relationships and a lack of money; everyday there seems to be some new crisis cropping up that steals our joy and keeps us stressed out and looking to throw in the towel. Far from living the full, abundant life that Christ promised, we live our lives frustrated and depressed, angry and broken. We love Jesus and believe everything He told us, so where is the peace we thought He’d bring? It is at this point that many will actually turn away from their faith or become marginalized Christians who only give lip service to their Christianity. This isn’t what we bargained for, so we throw up our hands and walk away from the kingdom of God in search of the comforts of this life and the promise of the American dream. How tragic; this should not be the way for followers of Christ. We claim to believe in the power of His resurrection and the wisdom of His direction, but we live lives that are dispassionate, weak, and characterized by aimless wandering.

We will find the peace and direction we seek when we return to seeking the object of our innermost desire. We will find rest when we cease striving and purpose when we surrender. Christianity is a great paradox, a dichotomy of perplexing proportions. Put simply, it makes no sense to our common understanding. Therein lies the beauty; we only win when we lose, and we gain only when we release all that we have. As long as we are living for our own dreams and aspirations, we will continue to meet with failure and frustration. When we commit our lives to Christ, we surrender all that we are in order that He might glorify Himself through us, and recreate us in the image He originally designed us to have. Our old ways of thinking and our past activities are now over; we must agree to develop new habits, thought patterns and purpose for our lives. As we begin to seek a life lived fully for Jesus, our true passions will be stirred and fed by His Spirit. Life will begin to take on its full flavor and zest.

The key to a life well lived is to live solely for His purposes. We cannot expect to find joy and contentment by promising our life to Him and then spending the rest of our time on earth trying to wrestle it back. Jesus invites all to come to Him, but He forces no one. If you do not want to follow Jesus, walk away and try things on your own. Let me know how that works out for you. Apart from Jesus you cannot ever fulfill what you were designed to be. You may achieve a modicum of success in your career and live a life that is full of pleasure and possessions, but deep inside there will remain a hunger that cannot be fed. We are spiritual beings created to live in communion with our Spirit Creator. Without an open line of communication with God, we will never find true peace, true joy or lasting happiness.

Following Jesus is not a way to rid ourselves of every trial and problem we face. As long as we live on this fallen planet, the compounding effect of generations of sin will ensure that our life is far from peaceful or without complication. We must recognize that external forces can do nothing to damage our eternal soul. If we will live our lives wholly focused and committed to Jesus, we will find inner peace, a spirit of rest, and a joy that wells up from within and can’t be contained. When you begin to feel stressed out and overwhelmed, it is a fairly good indication that you have lost focus and taken your eyes off of Jesus. The surest way to overcome a bout of discouragement is to focus on Jesus by confessing your shortcomings and thanking Him for His love and the blessings in your life. Another foolproof way to pull oneself out of the doldrums is to get up and go serve someone else for no other reason than the fact that Jesus loves them. We cannot be focused on, or acting in service to, Jesus Christ and continue to be discouraged. He will always grant us rest and give us a sense of purpose. Do you want to live a life of passion and significance? Remember your commitment to God; throw off your selfish pursuits and desires, live your life with the singular purpose and focus of obeying and reflecting Jesus Christ. Without Christ there is no life, there is only death. Only by following Jesus and obeying everything He instructs us to do will we be able to live a life that is fully alive.

The Best of Intentions

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I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but the best of intentions accomplishes absolutely nothing. Wishing someone well does precious little to aid them in any way. Service of any kind happens only when we put action behind our thoughts. Wishing there was no poverty in the world is noble, but ultimately useless. Selling your unnecessary possessions and giving that money to alleviate hunger will be a step towards eliminating poverty in the world. Teaching a person less fortunate than you a skill they can use to get ahead in life will not only boost their self-esteem, but this too will be another step towards the elimination of poverty. When we take action, our best intentions and wishes begin to form into reality. We will have begun to live a life that looks like Christ.

Jesus never simply wished someone well or only had a good thought for an individual in need. He took action; He reached into their need and healed their heart. Christ didn’t die with a bunch of unfulfilled plans left undone. He took action every step along the way of His life to make certain that He accomplished everything He came to do. We have become really good at making plans and creating goals. Often, however, we leave the actual doing to someone else. This is not the life that Jesus modeled for us. Jesus made a plan and then carried it through. He saw a need and immediately filled it. We have the best of intentions, but Jesus focused on the best implementations.

The difference between how we tend to see problems and How Jesus saw them, is that He actually seized the opportunity to make a difference in someone’s life. We need to move from being a people of planning to become a people of action. We tend to get stuck within the process of making sure we get it right. We plan endlessly or simply put off our service until we have enough time, enough money or enough help. Jesus did not wait, He never hesitated. He was 100% certain of His mission, and every action He took moved Him closer to fulfillment of that mission. He lived with an incredible sense of urgency. He realized every moment mattered for God, and He acted out His every intention.

While we sit and plot our next activity or ministry, children continue to die of disease and malnutrition. AIDS runs rampant, devastating entire countries. Thousands are tortured each day for their religious beliefs, and millions more die without the hope of Jesus Christ. Planning ways to help is not good enough. If we would live like Jesus, we must learn to throw caution to the wind and simply, but immediately, act. It is when we give it all away that we will suddenly discover all that we’ve ever been missing. Once we stop intending and start doing we will see changes in our world that we would have never dreamed possible.

Our God is a God of action. He is not anti-planning, but He is against inaction. He calls us to do good works in His name, deeds that will bring about His Kingdom on earth. When was the last time you moved out of the planning mode and actually did something audacious for God? When was the last time you took action without thinking, simply because it was the right thing to do? God will not bless our best intentions, but He will bless our action regardless of how well we execute it. Let’s stop giving lip service to God about our commitment to Him; instead, let’s turn the best of our intentions into tangible activities of service to others.

Humility, Patience and Love

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Humility is a hard thing in a selfish world. As the old saying goes, “It’s hard to be humble when you’re so great!” The entire world around us is conditioned to self-centeredness, and we have bought in fully. To be certain, humility does not come naturally. We like to be the center of attention and to receive credit or recognition. As long as we see ourselves as the most important person in the world, we will never achieve humility. The key to being humble is to see others as more significant than you. True humility occurs when you see yourself as the servant to all, not just to a select few. Jesus was humble beyond belief. He who had more power than anyone who ever walked this earth was not too proud to wash dirty feet, touch filthy sores or to remain stoic in the face of false accusations. As with all things, Christ is our model. If He could be humble in every circumstance, then so must we.

Patience is incredibly difficult for some, and I often struggle with it. We have grown up in a world that has become increasingly “instant”. My generation has seen (so far) the advent of the personal computer, the microwave oven, the internet, the iPod, etc. I could go on and on. Every new invention seems to be geared to providing instantly what once took considerably longer to achieve. We no longer need to wait for food, entertainment or answers; they are all at our fingertips. Advertising has become a blur of images made to match (and quicken) our pulse. The world is frenetic, somewhat chaotic and ever changing. It is everything except patient. I don’t know if it was easier for earlier generations to be patient, but it certainly seems like it would have been. I have often yearned for a simpler, slower life. It seems as if this world will no longer allow it, yet still some seem to achieve it. What is the secret? How can we learn to be patient? Jesus, again, is the answer (are you sensing a theme?). He taught us to take the long view of things, to keep everything in perspective. This is the key I believe. Things that we must wait for are always sweeter than something acquired in an instant. Without patience there is a lack of appreciation. There is no bar to achievement so there is little keeping us from later easily discarding the very same thing we once “had to have”. I believe that something truly worth having is something worth waiting for; we will then have a greater appreciation for it, and we will cherish and care for what God has entrusted to us. We rarely think of impatient people as attractive; on the other hand, patient people are beautiful. They have a quiet grace about them. I believe this is why we are instructed to model this trait.

Loving one another is an old subject for those of us who have chosen to follow Jesus. We must be careful not to simply gloss over the word. Jesus said we are to love Him with all of our heart and soul. This is the same love we are to give to others as well. Its one thing to give total devotion to our Lord (though if we are honest, we must admit we fail far more often than not); it is quite another thing to love a total stranger with the kind of love that dictates you would die for them. Yet this is central to being an authentic follower of Jesus. Without love, our words are useless; our actions are futile. God is beautiful because He is love. We are to reflect the glory and beauty of Christ. We can only do this if we model His love to others. Without love, you may as well not even strive for the other areas of Christ’s mission. Without love, all else is wasted and useless. Judging others is something we all do far too frequently. Jesus told us not to judge, but rather to love. Never look at anyone else as something less than yourself. Accept everyone just as they are: beautiful creations of God. Each one of us was created for a purpose and to bring glory to God. We are invaluable and priceless, each one of us. Not one soul has any more worth than another; nor do they possess any less worth. We are truly equal in God’s eyes. Show love to one another; accept every person recognizing what a marvelous creation they are. By accepting and loving others, we bring glory to God. We love as He loves.

By modeling the traits of Jesus, by incorporating His habits into our own lives, we will glorify Him and reflect His light to others. These three traits – humility, patience and love – will go a long way toward transforming your life into one that looks like Jesus. Determine to begin to work on each of these areas in your own life. Speak the words to yourself as you go throughout your day, especially in times when you are tempted to respond in a way that is contrary to these attributes. Choose to respond as Jesus would. Repeat daily. As you pursue Jesus and the life He lived, you will find that demonstrating humility, patience and love become wonderful habits in your life. In this way you will glorify God and prove yourselves worthy of the calling you have received (Ephesians 4:1, 2).

Are You Serving or Surviving?

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Somewhere along the way, Christianity took a sharp turn from where it began. For most of us today, particularly in the West, we’ve forged a theology of safety. Churches are looked upon as a place of refuge from the outside world. We pray for safety for ourselves and our families. We pray for safety before heading out on the road. We choose safe neighborhoods to live in, and many churches choose safe neighborhoods in which to minister. It’s easier to write a check or send a few volunteers to the unsafe areas, while the church at large is content to remain in the relative safety of suburbia. As we have grown accustomed to safety, we have drifted closer to obscurity.

When I read the Bible, particularly of the early church in the New Testament, I see anything but safety. I see people being stoned, beheaded, imprisoned and deserted. When I look at the life of Jesus I see a man who had no home and no earthly wealth; I see a man who was hated and pursued by the leaders of His nation. I see the violence of His trial and the crucifixion. I see anything but safety. To the contrary, what I see is that the closer you get to Jesus the more danger you will find for yourself.

I don’t know when it was that we began to lose sight of the dangers of following Christ. Certainly those in Countries outside of the West do not subscribe to our theology. They risk their very lives to gather in secret just to talk about Jesus. Torture is very real to these people, not just some horrific act they read about in history books. Yet these same people consider the privilege and joy of knowing Jesus to be worth risking the certain torment they will face to do so.

We have so isolated ourselves for the sake of safety that we have lost sight of our purpose. We have so consumed ourselves with protecting our lives and those of our family that we have turned from the mission of Christ. To be in the will of God, in step with the things He called us to do, is to be in grave danger; its okay, we’re in good company. Again, read of the trials faced by early believers in the New Testament. They too faced persecution, torture and death. We should seek to have it no other way. If we are afraid to deal with danger, how will we ever take the message of Jesus any further than the tree lined streets of our planned communities? How then will we serve? To serve is to put ourselves in uncomfortable and uncertain situations. To serve is to love regardless of consequence.

Of what are we afraid? Are we afraid of physical pain? Jesus endured it for us. Are we afraid of losing our loved ones? Jesus survived it. Are we afraid of death? Jesus conquered it. He has gone there before us; He is there for us now. We have nothing to fear because in the very worst case scenario, we will join Him forever. Death holds no power and no sting. So I ask again, of what are we afraid?

Are you living to survive or to serve? Have you isolated yourself from the world outside in the name of safety but at the cost of Christ’s message? If so, it’s time to reengage with society. It’s time to emerge from the walled fortresses of our churches and communities and take the good news of Jesus to those who so desperately need it. We have the power of Christ within us, so reach out with His courage and His strength. Never lose sight of the fact that we are not called to safety, but rather to serve.

Build Your Case

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Many years ago, my father had a card on his desk that questioned “If you were on trial for being a Christian, would there be enough evidence to convict you?” I believe this remains a valid question. If you had to prove you were a follower of Jesus, would you be able to do it? You couldn’t just state that you said a prayer one time because more than likely there were very few witnesses to that prayer. In addition, how does saying a prayer prove that you actually follow Jesus? Anyone can say a prayer, right? What if you actually had to give tangible proof, how would you fare? Would there be enough evidence to convict you?

We need to live every day with the sole purpose of building the evidence that we are indeed followers of Jesus. The way to do this, of course, is through tangible acts of love and service to others. We should greet each day with an excitement over the fact that we get to serve people for yet another day. We were created to serve and to love, and every day we get an opportunity to do so is cause for celebration. Life is more than paying bills, crummy jobs and grocery shopping. Our lives should be about seeking ways that we can serve others. What brings you more satisfaction, eating 8 slices of pizza watching the game or doing something genuinely nice and unselfish for someone else? We were made for service which is why there is no feeling quite like it. The peace and fulfillment you feel loving others is a direct result of you doing what you were created to do. You are no longer simply living, you become alive!

Take a walk through your neighborhood and make a checklist of ideas you get while looking around and talking to your neighbors. How might you help them and serve them? Be a good listener; sometimes people just need to talk or a shoulder to cry on. Don’t think you always need to know what to say. Let the other person lead and you can just sit back and watch for moments where you may be able to serve them. As you walk around, remind yourself that you are the hands and feet of Jesus. You are His representative, responsible for the mission of helping to bring His kingdom to reality on this earth. It is an awesome and exciting responsibility.

As you seek ways to serve others, remember that it is important to act on your ideas. Many will need to be acted on immediately, others will develop over time. Develop a sense of urgency and determine to always act immediately; when you hesitate, the moment is lost, usually forever. There is no worse feeling than being given an opportunity to serve and then hesitating. The moment will pass and you will be robbed of a blessing, the knowledge that you were doing exactly what Jesus would have done. Trust me, every time you let an opportunity pass you by, it will haunt you for days and weeks.

What evidence exists to prove you are a follower of Jesus? If you were on trial for being His disciple, would you be convicted? Start building the case against yourself today. Never miss an opportunity to serve someone or to show love to anyone in need. Make certain that there is proof beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are indeed a follower of Jesus.