Even If i Walk Alone

Instructing and encouraging you to live your life as a disciple of Jesus

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Tendrils

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John White once wrote that we must “detach our tendril hopes from crumbling walls in order to train them to climb solid Rock”.  It strikes me as lunacy that I would continue to endeavor in anything that is not of Christ.  We know that there is nothing on earth that will ever satisfy us the way His love can.  We strive to achieve fortune or fame, but to what end?  History is littered with lives of extravagant people who in the end died lonely and broken.  Is this what we desire?  Jesus promises comfort, unqualified acceptance and love.  All He asks in return is that we trust and follow Him.  How can we discard such a simple, yet fantastic, offer?

Are we so shallow that we can’t bear to give up anything that might make us feel better for a fleeting moment in exchange for that which fulfills for a lifetime (and then some!)?  We are well educated, well studied and well equipped to understand this truth better than perhaps anyone in history.  But what do we do with this knowledge but let it lie in waste?  It is a tragedy of truly epic proportions.  We understand the message of Jesus Christ, but we refuse to act upon it.  We fully comprehend the meaning and the consequences, but still we turn away.

What can one say to this generation, what would the prophets of old say to we who live in this age?  Each day we drive away from beautiful homes in our fancy cars (even having access to a car is inconceivable in parts of this world) to our well paying jobs or leisurely activities.  Every day we drive past someone who is in need.  Every day we drive past someone who could use some good news and some love.  We drive on, oblivious to the world and need around us.  We drive on, wrapped up in the petty annoyances in our own lives.  We are selfish, thoughtless and unloving people.

Maybe at this point you are annoyed.  Maybe you are thinking that you’re not as bad as all that.  You give to your church and even drop off some canned goods at the food pantry.  You hold the door for elderly folks.  Why, you even helped a blind person across the street once!  Do you do it consistently?  Do you stop every time there is a need?  Do you give love without expecting anything in return, even to those you despise?  We all fall so very short.  We cling to those things in the world that bring us status and nods of approval, and they will all crumble to dust in the end.  If we aren’t securely fastened to the solid rock of Jesus Christ and His love, we don’t stand a chance.  If we aren’t demonstrating His love in real, tangible ways, and doing so every day, we don’t stand a chance.  Our only hope is to anchor ourselves to God’s rock-solid foundation of love.  As we grow, we must cling so tightly to his love that we become one with it.  Anything else falls short and misses the mark.

What are you reaching toward for stability, where do you get your strength?  Is it from the flash and glitz of this world or is it from the rock steady love of God?  We reach out to something every day; the choice is ours.  Only one choice brings hope, peace, meaning, and ultimately, security.  Why do we reach for that which cannot protect our life, instead of reaching out to the One who gives us life?  What are your tendrils wrapped around?  Whatever it is is it safe?  Is it secure?  Only God has a foundation that can be trusted, one that will allow us to climb in freedom, safety and security.  Wrap your arms around Him, feel His love, then go and share it with everyone you meet.

Fulfilling Our Purpose

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Ephesians 2:10 says “For we are His creation—created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared ahead of time so that we should walk in them.” (HCSB)  Did you ever pause to consider what this verse means?  I do not believe that God has a massive blueprint of what every step of our life will look like before we are born.  Believing this would be in contradiction to what the Bible teaches us about freewill (For an excellent explanation on this point of view see ‘A Brief Outline and Defense of the Open View’ by Gregory A. Boyd).  No, I think the meaning of this verse is deeper, more subtle and far more beautiful.  Before we were even born, God gave each of us unique talents and had specific purposes in mind for us in which we would utilize those talents.

How beautiful is this?  The creator of the universe and everything in it gave great thought to the purposes He intended us to pursue the moment we were created.  God Himself gave serious thought to the person he envisioned we would become and then gave us the gifts, talents and aptitude to become that person.  Who are we that God should take such care to define a mission for us before we were ever born?  While we may often feel small and insignificant, the very fact that God purposed a life for us flies in the face of such thoughts.

Wow.  How do we possibly respond to such an overwhelming act of love?  I know from experience and observation how we generally tend to respond.  We squander our time on selfish ambitions and pleasures while the very gifts He gave us become atrophied.  He took such time and care in the formation of His purposes for our life, yet we give little time and even less care to the completion of those purposes.

What if we pulled ourselves out of the pool of selfishness we have been bathing in and begin to pursue the purposes He intended?  We are all as equipped as we have ever been.  We may have to shake off some rust and flex our gifted muscles, but the purposes of the living God still reside inside.  They are bursting to be released and shared with a world in desperate need of what we alone can uniquely provide.

Do you ever feel like you were meant for much more than your current life?  Do you have dreams and passions that you buried long ago out of fear or a lack of self-confidence?  Most likely those feelings are driven by the purposes that God built into each one of us.  In our very make-up, we are indeed intended and equipped to fulfill certain objectives.  Not pursuing these purposes leaves us restless, frustrated and dissatisfied with our lives.  We must let go of anything that is preventing us from fulfilling our true purpose in life.  It is our calling, our destiny.  God placed those purposes in you and you will never exorcise them.  When we embark on the path of our purpose we will find rest and joy.  Don’t fight your purpose; rather embrace all that God intended for you.  Surrender everything to Him today and take hold of His purposes for you.  Now embark on the adventure of the life you were meant to live.

Press On

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When is enough, enough?  When can we cease all our work and let someone else pick up the slack?  As workers for the Kingdom, we are not allowed the concept of quitting.  We are to work until our King returns or brings us to join Him.  For me, the purpose for my writing is the hope that I may touch another with the love of Christ.  I can never stop writing, because there will always be the possibility that I may yet touch another.   We can never cease to love because we will ever have the opportunity to love still another.

Following Christ can be both exhilarating and utterly exhausting.  We have to be on our game twenty-four hours a day.  We cannot afford to relax our standards or forsake our mission for even a minute, because that may be the very moment someone needs to see a difference in us.  As I have stated before, we make decisions every second of every minute of every hour of every day.  We choose to follow Christ or not.  We choose to love or not to love.  We choose to serve or not to serve.  Our second by second choices add up to define our lives.  Fortunately (or not in some cases) we have the opportunity to start redefining our life every single second.  Determine right now to start making the right choices when life comes at you: follow Christ, love and serve others.

The brilliant dichotomy of this exhausting challenge is that as we do these things we will be overwhelmed with a peace and rest that we could never achieve on our own.  God renews us in the most amazing and pure way.  If you are feeling run down and exhausted, chances are you aren’t making the proper choices in your life.  When you start loving and serving others you lose your self-centeredness, and this selfishness is perhaps the most exhausting element in our lives.  I have found that it is far more tiring to try and make my life comfortable and easy than it is to serve someone else.

We aren’t called to comfortable and easy, we are called to a life of serving others.  We are to serve others just as Jesus served us by humbling Himself and ultimately laying down His life for us.  Who do you love with a love like that?  Anyone?  Jesus loves everyone with that same amazing love.  He never stops, He never quits.  We can do no less.  The next time you grow weary, instead of resorting to your usual forms of comfort, try looking around and showing love to someone else instead.  When you feel lonely and in need of help, try serving someone else.  You will find the most illogical yet most exhilarating peace you have ever known.  Remember that there will always be someone else in need of love, there will always be someone else we can serve.  We must not quit, we must not tire.  With a set and limited amount of time to share love with others, we can’t afford to waste a second.

Awake?

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Within the prologue of the “Rules of Saint Benedict”, we find the following admonishment:  “Let us get up then, at long last, for the Scriptures rouse us when they say: It is high time for us to arise from sleep. Let us open our eyes to the light that comes from God, and our ears to the voice from heaven that every day calls out this charge: If you hear His voice today, do not harden your hearts.”  It is this challenge we are called to live out every single day.  It is in this challenge we become victorious through Christ.

Are you asleep?  Are you awake but still groggy from all that has happened in your life so far?  We are called to arise from sleep, to look out at the world and see those hurting around us.  Look at all those souls without any hope, without any love.  Do you see these people in the world around you?  How often do we take the time to stop, listen and give of ourselves?  We too often walk on by those in need.  We are busy, yes consumed even, by our own thoughts and pursuits.  How many do we walk by everyday in the grocery store, at our place of work or even in our own neighborhoods?  We are sleepwalking through life and we are missing the opportunities to love someone in Jesus’ name.  Being a follower of Christ means to follow at all times no matter what that might look like or where it may lead.  There is perhaps no greater tragedy than to profess Jesus with our lips and then to close our eyes.

Have you said ‘no’ to God lately?  Are you saying ‘no’ to Him right now?  Every time we are compelled to love someone in His name and do not do it, we say ‘no’ to Christ, the one who gave His life for us.  Being a follower of Jesus isn’t about saying a magical prayer or getting dunked in a pool of water.  It’s a call to a radical lifestyle of love.  It’s a call to put away everything we once considered to be our own and to start giving to those in need.  It’s about stopping and listening to a stranger on the street rather than stopping at the usual head nod or typical “Good Morning, how are you?” greeting.  It’s about looking like Jesus to the world around you.  We must not harden our hearts to the needs of others.  This is our calling.  This is how we follow Jesus.

How are you doing at waking up and seeing the need?  Once you see that need, how are you doing at being the one that fills it?  Are you reflecting Christ in everything that you do and say?  If we would be followers of Christ then we will look different.  The Bible calls us peculiar people; I love that!  I don’t want to be normal.  Normal is self-centered and comfortable.  I want to live radically.  I want to love others and live a life restless to do so.  I want to follow Jesus.  I want to love as He loved.  Care to join me?

Take a Breath

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Take a breath.  What are you running from?  What are you running to?  What’s it all mean anyway?  We push ourselves to the limit day after day after day in search of some peace, finding some meaning or perhaps just a little bit of hope.  Why are we so obsessed with doing when the end result turns out that nothing is getting done?  Step back.  Take a breath.

Did you ever notice that Jesus never seemed to be in a hurry?  He always had time to touch the person in need, to play with little children or to speak to the outcast.  He never seemed to script His day; He just met needs as he found them.  He knew what He was about.  He understood His core mission.  Yet He never seemed overwhelmed by what we might call intrusions on His time.  He walked in perfect peace, knowing exactly where He was headed and knowing exactly what He was going to accomplish.  Jesus wasn’t perplexed by the unexpected roadblock or stressed by opposition to His plans.

So here we are claiming to model our lives after Christ.  Reality check:  our lives look absolutely nothing like that of Jesus.  We’re fooling ourselves.  We have gotten so good at being “Christian” that we no longer seem to be followers of the Way.  We claim His Lordship but fret over the pettiest of problems.  We claim to love others like He did but seize every opportunity to go along with hurtful words and gossip.  We rush and hurry and stress and rejoice when we take five minutes out of our day to pray.  Jesus regularly got alone with God to pray.  It was central to His life, not simply something he tacked on at the end of the day as an afterthought.

Jesus took time to breathe.  He left space around all His activities.  He wasn’t afraid to rest or withdraw from everything to keep perspective.  He breathed.  When was the last time you took a breath in your life?  When was the last time you remember being so on mission that you were unbothered by the mess the day threw at you?  Have you ever been that certain of your life, your purpose?  Or like most of us do you rush about doing something – anything – to prove you are moving forward?

Take a breath.  Withdraw from everything; get rid of the cell phone and the pager.  Sit in the presence of God and just… breathe.  Ask Him to give you a vision of what your life could look like if only He truly was Lord.  Ask Him what it would look like if you were a little less of a Christian and a little more a follower and lover of Him.  And then breathe.  Feel your lungs expand and release.  Move forward with a passion of purpose.  See, really see, the needs around you and minister to them as Christ did.  In this you will find the beautiful rhythm to life that you have always sought.